We Will be Evaluated On Our Love

13. January 2010 by Starr.

This post is Dedicated especially for GJF. 

I’m sure most women out there can relate to this need for me to quote something that I have read to someone, so to my blog readers and followers, please allow me this space to speak directly to Jacob.  For my own peace of mind, and for me to just know in my heart that I have said all I needed/wanted to say, (no matter of Jacob actually reads this or not) and just for me to know for the rest of my life that the things I have needed to say were not just “me ranting” but …were actually valid points to make…I wanted from my heart to lovingly state these not in a hateful “Oh, see I was right”  attitude…but..in an attidude of Christ’s tender love…for Jacob…I know our marriage is dead and buried and gone…and God has not resurrected it.  But, for you personally, as a child of the King…I do hope that you grow and learn from the experience you had with this family and that my words  are remembered by you someday.  I post this quote to you here, so that you can see that it isn’t just me…it is, after all, biblical, and I just didn’t want to go on in life, knowing I didn’t do all that I could for your salvation, for your heart and mind and spirit.  I hope that, after all that you did, you can learn to forgive yourself, that you can learn that Satan does attack and that God can turn things around for good, if you are open to that goodness, and also, that Relationships are what life is all about.  The main thing I hope to accomplish by this post is:  The greatest gift you can give someone is your time. 

Quoted from “The Purpose Driven Life” 

“I have been at the bedside of many people in their final moments, when they stand on the edge of eternity and I have never heard anyone say, “Bring me my diplomas!  I want to look at them one more time.  Show me my awards, my medals, that gold watch I was given.”  When life on earth is ending, people don’t surround themselves with objects.  What we want around us is people–people we love and have relationships with.

     In our final moments we all realize that relationships are what life is all about.  Wisdom is learning that truth sooner rather than later.  Don’t wait until you’re on your deathbed to figure out that nothing matters most.

     We will be evaluated on our love.  The third reason to make learning to love the goal of your life is that it is what we will be evaluated on in eternity.  One of the ways God measures spiritual maturity is by the quality of your relqationships.  In heaven God won’t say, “Tell me about your career, your bank account, and your hobbies.”  Instead he will review how you treated other people, particularly those in need.  Jesus said the way to love him is to love his family and care for their practical needs:  “Truly I tell you, just as you did it to one of the least of these who are members of my family, you did it to me.”

     When you transfer into eternity, you will leave everything else behind.  All you’re taking with you is your character.  That’s why the Bible says, “The only thing that counts is faith expressing itself through love.”

     Knowing this, I suggest that when you wake up every morning, you kneel by your bed, or sit on the edge of it, and pray this:  “God, whether I get anything else done today, I want to make sure that I spend time loving you and loving other people- because that’s what life is all about.  I don’t want to waste this day.”  Why should God give you another day if you’re going to waste it?

     The importance of things can be measured by how much time we are willing to invest in them.  The more time you give to something, the more you reveal its importance and value to you.  If you want to know a person’s priorities, just look at how they use their time.

     Time is your most precious gift because you only have a set amount of it.  You can make more money, but you can’t make more time.  When you give someone your time, you are giving them a portion of your life that you’ll never get back.  Your time is your life.  That is why the greatest gift you can give someone is your time.

     It is not enough just to say relationships are important; we must prove it by investing time in them.  Words alone are worthless.  “My children, our love should not be just words and talk; it must be true love, which shows itself in action.”  Relationships take time and effort, and the best way to spell love is “T-I-M-E.”

     The essence of love is not what we think or do or provide for others, but how much we give of ourselves.  Men, in particular, often don’t understand this.  Many have said to me, “I don’t understand my wife and kids.  I provide everything they need.  What more could they want?”  They want you!  Your eyes, your ears, your time, your attention, your presence, your focus-your time.  Nothing can take the place of that.

     The most desired gift of love is not diamonds or roses or chocolate.  It is focused attention.  Love concentrates so intently on another that you forget yourself at that moment.  Attention says, “I value you enough to give you my most precious asset- my time.”  Whenever you give your time, you are making a sacrifice, and sacrifice is the essence of love.  Jesus modeled this:  “Be full of love for others, following the example of Christ who loved you and gave Himself to God as a sacrifice to take away your sins.”

     You can give without loving, but you cannot love without giving.  “God so loved the world that he gave . . .”  Love means giving up- yielding my preferences, comfort, goals, security, money, energy, or time for the benefit of someone else. 

    The best time to love is now.  Why is now the best time to express love?  Because you don’t know how long you will have the opportunity.  Circumstances change.  People die.  Children grow up.  You have no guarantee of tomorrow. 

     Knowing that one day you will stand before God, here are some questions you need to consider:  How will you explain those times when projects, money, or things were more important to you than your family or other people?”    ~Rick Warren

 Jacob, may you find your purpose.  May God heal the family you left behind and the children’s abandoned hearts.  God is ever forgiving, ever loving, ever merciful, ever our King.                       Starr

“How great is your goodness, which you have stored up for those who fear you, which you bestow in the sight of men on those who take refuge in you.”

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